Woah!! Words don’t come easy at times like these. I leave for Pune
tomorrow. And I don’t know how I am feeling right now. It is like I have become
emotionless and feeling-less. Numbness has started to sink in. It is going to
be an entirely new place, people, friends etc. In short, a new life! And am I excited?
Yeah, kind of… And at the same time, I am hell scared of the grind. I know it
is not going to be easy, and esp. for someone like me- who has never ever
stayed away from home, is pampered to the core, never done anything on my own-
it is going to be a real life changing experience.
I want to cry and i want to smile at the same time. I am a complete Mama's Girl (which you all might have known quite well after reading my mothers day special blog-post) and I don't know what I am going to do without her :( My dear brother won't be there as well. Whom am i going to fight with? Share half a glass of coke with? Hit and then get hit in return? But i guess this is what life is... Moving on with memories buried in your hearts forever and making new memories.
I have always loved challenges and always accepted them in high
spirits. But this is something I never imagined. I always wanted to move out
but never thought I would go this far. Guess, god has his own plans and we can
just adhere to those. I am falling short of words (probably for the first time).
All I know is that I am blessed to have my family and my friends who love me
unconditionally! It is all because of their support that I have reached where I
am today. They showered endless belief and trust in me and I promise you all
that I will never let you down… And this, by no chance, is the end of it. This is
a new life for me. A chance to fulfill my dream and my parents dream. A chance
to live my life to the fullest. A chance to explore my options. A chance to see
where I stand in life. And last but not the least, a chance to know my inner
self. When I come back, I will make sure that I will have made you proud of me Till
then, Adios! Stay blessed J <3
