Unspoken Desires!

Standing by the window with a broken heart,
You are so close to me being miles apart.


Oh I see you walking across the room, 
Coming and holding may hands in your hands.
You hug me, you caress me, you make me feel so special,
like the feeling the shores feel, when the waves kiss its sands.


You make me smile, With your own different style.


Your shining eyes like twinkling stars,
Makes me leave my worries very very far.


Your loving kiss, your warm embrace,
You make me go high in your own special ways.


Like a million water drops falling on a drought land,
Like a fairy moving its magic wand,
Like an infant holding your hand,
The feeling is just grand.


Hush!! It was just a dream...
I cry, I shout, I howl, I scream.
And I just stand there!
Hoping someday, someone might care...

I still live by the hope

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.